Lucubration Station

I was never the trendy one
Or the exciting with chemicals one
I wasn't the sexual one
and you could never call me glamorous

I was never the attractive one
Or the cool by association
I wasn't connected
and I have no special talents

I value my friends more than gold
I am loyal to a fault
trustworthy, reliable, honest and fair
I will always fight for you
I will always be there

I believed that you were worth it
every penny, every minute, every tear
Your a keeper, your a special one
a constant in my world

and here I stand
and it strikes me once again
that you rarely make the effort
that you rarely seek me out

As I sink into your past, I realise
that you don't mind
that you don't fight for me
that you barely notice at all

We stood in the same room for three hours and you didn't even know I was there

It's so funny to me that your feeling alone
It's intriguing you cry your losing touch
when there are people here who want you company
willing to make the time

but you always have something better to do.

I cry because
it turns out
I'm not so valuable
to you

as you were to me