Yeouch, she's snapped (again)
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Yesterday I slept in, started the day with some guitar hero and then went into overdrive.
I cleaned
I mopped the floor of the whole house (except bedrooms) which took a long time and lots of furniture moving around. Watching all the extras on the Kurt and Courtney dvd while doing so.
Then I cleaned the kitchen.
Then I cleaned the bathroom.
I reorganised my crap in the bathroom.
I did four loads of washing, including my bedsheets which didn't dry so I slept on the bare mattress.
I moved all the crap on my floor onto my bed, later putting it all back on the floor.
Emptied all the bins and put the big bins out for collection.
Cooked a proper, not cheating, stir fry in the most non-fat way I could.
Watched "A Home at the End of the World"
Organised all my image files
Completed 2 restorations
Had the most vigorous shower in months. Everything has been scrubbed and de-haired and treated etc to within an inch of my life.
I cried during 80% of the days activities
Went to bed at 9:30pm
Slept till 10am
I feel like my head was run over by a train.
I have no idea what set me off, perhaps my impending divorce application, perhaps the thread on SA about ex-girlfriend/boyfriends, perhaps the complete diss I got the night before. Its stuff that usually wouldn't get to me, so I don't really think i can blame that.
I don't really feel like me.
There also money problems, I owe a shit ton of rent. I haven't been able to tell centerlink where I'm living and as a result haven't been receiving any payments. Which means I have less than half the income I had before! I owe people money all over the place and I hate that so much. I'll be hibernating for a while to pay things off.
I have to make a decision about uni.
I cant do distance study.
Do I really want to commute from Brisbane everyday so I can stay in this house?
Do I want to start searching for a place on the coast with my uncertain income?
Do I even want to keep studying?
If not, what the hell AM I going to do?
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I cleaned
I mopped the floor of the whole house (except bedrooms) which took a long time and lots of furniture moving around. Watching all the extras on the Kurt and Courtney dvd while doing so.
Then I cleaned the kitchen.
Then I cleaned the bathroom.
I reorganised my crap in the bathroom.
I did four loads of washing, including my bedsheets which didn't dry so I slept on the bare mattress.
I moved all the crap on my floor onto my bed, later putting it all back on the floor.
Emptied all the bins and put the big bins out for collection.
Cooked a proper, not cheating, stir fry in the most non-fat way I could.
Watched "A Home at the End of the World"
Organised all my image files
Completed 2 restorations
Had the most vigorous shower in months. Everything has been scrubbed and de-haired and treated etc to within an inch of my life.
I cried during 80% of the days activities
Went to bed at 9:30pm
Slept till 10am
I feel like my head was run over by a train.
I have no idea what set me off, perhaps my impending divorce application, perhaps the thread on SA about ex-girlfriend/boyfriends, perhaps the complete diss I got the night before. Its stuff that usually wouldn't get to me, so I don't really think i can blame that.
I don't really feel like me.
There also money problems, I owe a shit ton of rent. I haven't been able to tell centerlink where I'm living and as a result haven't been receiving any payments. Which means I have less than half the income I had before! I owe people money all over the place and I hate that so much. I'll be hibernating for a while to pay things off.
I have to make a decision about uni.
I cant do distance study.
Do I really want to commute from Brisbane everyday so I can stay in this house?
Do I want to start searching for a place on the coast with my uncertain income?
Do I even want to keep studying?
If not, what the hell AM I going to do?
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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